Cut The Crap!!!

      Hi people, I didn't blog for a long time because I've choosen not to :) but I am back now, so sit back and let me talk you into some nonsenses,ok? Ready? Here we go...   

     Remember when you are extremly hungry, and you have not eaten for a long time, the only feeling you feel is hunger and the only thing you are looking forward to is "FOOD". This keeps you motivated to keep going, no matter how frustrating that can be as you have something you are looking forward to. On the other hand, you have just eaten food soo much and you are so full that you can not even walk properly, at that moment if someone will present you with a nice hot plate of your favourite food, you will not be able to take, you might even puke as you have more than enough
 of it.


      This is a metaphorical version of the craps known as fake emotions and some people tend to feed us nowadays, and we have only two options in front of us, either you play along or you simply bail out as you can not take it anymore and in this situation, you do not care what people think of you. All you want to do is to put as much distance as possible between you and these craps. Everyone of us will have to experience it sooner or later in life, hence the worthiness of mentioning; how are we going to deal with it? The only result here is that you can not take it anymore to such an extent to shut yourself even to true feelings resulting in a numb heart?

      Talking from personal experience, I have instinctual desires like a beast and I can sense when people messing with me. Nowadays It is simple to say the three sacred words "I Love You" but it is really hard to live by it! It is almost impossible to meet someone who really loves you for who you are. These three sacred words have been corrupted since a long time and it must take a fool to see that it is not a reality. The fact that I don't have emotions anymore isn't a deadly secret. People might say I am abnormal but helloooo I might not be doused with the heavy burden of feeling, but I can certainly get a job done more efficiently and all-around better than most people in the world. I have no fear, and no obligations. I have never met anyone else like me, so it is almost a thrill to see this. In this situation around us. We all mask our selves, which shows the power of social contract, but we are open to each other hence no way you can tag me as an anti-socialist. 

       Unfortunately much of our lives is spent trying to fit in, making others happy, and pleasing the people around us so that they accept and love us. The world is a cruel place and is not going to get better and We should stop trying to fit in by foresaking our emotions but rather let the flow guide you as a life without tragedy and pain will rot your brain and heart completely. I do not say that not having emotions is a right thing but this is who We are. Some might say we are cowards or we are a very smart and unique kind of people that just see's the world and how everything works differently . But one thing is positive is that we are so gifted not to have to feel the emotional rollercoaster that consumes everyday life.

    Unfortunately we are a social animal, it is our duty to tag along what society thinks as "leading a normal life". So to get rid of this numb heart of ours. the key to it is believing that you will find someone who will accept you for who you are no matter what, not because of you being cute, being a stud, being rich or blabla but just the annoying simple you..plain and simple. I don't mean that we need to be choosy but rather we need to look for these qualities in that person we wanna share a part of our life and create memories that will make you happy while sitting in your living room with a cigar in your mouth in your late 60's. 

          Someone who will be ready to make sacrifices to fit inside your world and you will also be with your whole heart agree to do some changes to fit her throne besides yours. There is nothing called a perfect lover, hence the reason for accepting who she is when she is ready to be yours no matter how jerky you are as none is perfect and certainly not me.

       

    This post might be a bit ambiguous for some of you but whoever is like me will be able to identify himself or herself and I hope it will help you to get rid of that numb heart of yours. Your emails relating your experiences are very much welcome. 

P.S: LOOK FOR SOMEONE MYSTERIOUS-ALWAYS UNPREDICTABLE-IT GONNA ROCK YOUR WORLD.